Delightful Revelation

I'm on a different level
I have a different calling
My life is not my own
My heart has been captured
Im on a different journey
I don't understand this
and my head is confused
But I will take a bold stand

So vivid...

So vibrant...

So alive...

He's calling...

"harken to my voice"...

"Come to me"...

"Run with me and I will give you wings to fly"

Yes!! Yes!!
I will run
I will run
I will run after you!

A dry and weary land
A desolate land
No water to drink from...
No shade for my head...
Alone...
drumming my ingers across my desk
the image flutters around my head
Don't know how to finish this?
Don't see away through?
getting to my feet
Stumbling across the room
to the bathroom where I throw up my dreams

Release.....

Flowing through my vains,
Your stench I can't get rid of.
You infest me,
Stop consuming my thoughts.
Your not worth it!!!!!!
Hating what you did.
Con-artist is what you are to me
Faker...poser...loser...asshole
Leave me alone!#$%@
I won't deal with this any longer
Your such a poor excuse of a man
who were you trying to please....obviously yourself!
fucking manipulative,
worse then a girl.
I'm an idoit for believing you!
When you weren't any better or different then worldly guys
You didnt want to be found out,
But I saw the light.
You need to learn respect
Your insecure
and I pity you.