Perfectionist

Dictionary says:
"a person who is not content with anything that is not perfect or nearly perfect"

Am I this?
Someone who tries to hard...
Someone who seems not to get things right...
Someone who wants to be content...
Someone who will never be satisfied...
Someone who is just this...
Someone who is not prefect...
But what is perfection?
How do you obtain perfection?
Where is this need coming from...'to be perfect?'
Why won’t it go away?
What does it mean to be perfect anyways?
What will I achieve...will it make a difference?

Oh God, I try so hard
constantly taking control
Help me to release all into Your prefect hands
change me from the inside out
Make me like You
renew my heart and thinking